Monday, December 30, 2024

Call me Loneliness

 

Around 18:30, I received my wife's call. She talked about her trip. Then,


"How was your day?" she asked.


"I took leave," I said.


"What did you do?"


"I went to Seetha's house for lunch."


#Solitude shifted from my right to the left and whispered, "Call me Loneliness."


#vss365


from


https://newnonentities.blogspot.com/2010/09/24-hours-in-urban-reality-show.html


Sunday, December 29, 2024

New Sins for the New Year

 

Every Dec. 29, I think about my past 'sins'.


1. Showing the middle finger in every photo.


2. After the hostel warden's lecture on #decorum, playing Zappa's 'Wet T-Shirt Nite' on my boombox.


3. Forgetting wedding anniversary.


...


Moral: Have new sins for new year. 


#vss365


Saturday, December 28, 2024

2025...Cubed!

 

Social media taught:


1^3 + 2^3 + 3^3 + 4^3 + 5^3 + 6^3 + 7^3 + 8^3 + 9^3 = 2025


The moral of the story:


In 2025, 


Think out of the cube.


#haiku #senryu #Aarghh  🙃😇😎


onslaught of reality

 

Our Mills & Boon Reading Club will not see 2025. 


A #schism, an existential crisis, has demolished the barricade against the onslaught of reality, bloodying our pages with crime, gore and platonic friendship. To fantasize or not to, that is not even the question now.


#vss365


Wednesday, December 25, 2024

from 'Can Can't'

 

You can see me everywhere but you can't,

A #reflection in the subway, another homeless.


We can pretend to care, say the right stuff,

But we can't be true once, to anything.


We can demolish and build, Nature's way,

We can't preserve life and dignity, that's unnatural.


#vss365


from


https://newnonentities.blogspot.com/2022/01/can-cant.html


Dreams that are not nightmares

 

Dreams that are not nightmares

But leaves that aftertaste,


It's a quiet poltergeist

Waiting for me to sleep,


The last time we made love

With death knock-knock-knocking,


Leaving a lone zombie

Scared and angry with all.


#poem ?




Tuesday, December 24, 2024

writing & love

 

Chicken-n-egg story,

My writing and my love,


A recent niggling doubt

Is behind much heartburn,


If she is in my arms

Trusting me to do right,


Will I pick up my pen

And write about the wrong,


Create a #mnemonic 

Perhaps, to remember...her?


#vss365



Monday, December 23, 2024

This is fiction. I can dream!

 

"Her dark hair straying across that beauteous fair face,

Those tear stained cheeks glisten as moonlit waters...


Heeeheehee"


"Why are you laughing, Swapna?"


"O knight in rusty armour, if there's a cheek that glistens, it will be yours."


"This is fiction. I can dream!"


#vss365


Those two lines are from an old 'pome' of mine:


https://discardedthoughts-swapna.blogspot.com/2009/07/his-story-searching-and-finding-1991.html



writer's or lover's block

 

I knew love is not for me

When I got the writer's block

With no more bad lines like this 

To be labelled #poetry.


I remember those long days 

When I could not sleep thinking 

Of long stanzas good for her

To scoot without a goodbye.


I miss the godawful notes

When the blank pages stare back,

How I wish I could promise

I won't trouble her like that.




Sunday, December 22, 2024

If it's...

 

It’s time for the rites of the high seas,

By lots let's decide whom to cease.

You, me, the others? Whose blood will soak?

Whose flesh will fill? Let senses go broke.

If it’s me, feed on me without a qualm,

If it’s you, I'll try to be calm.


Ah! This lunatic #tranquility.


#vss365


There used to be a sailors’ custom when they are stranded on the high seas - of taking lots to decide who to eat.


I remember this 'pome' (written 30 years back) because a friend asked me to write it on her Valentine's Day card to her love. Did it last? The love...🙃


#truestory


from


https://discardedthoughts-swapna.blogspot.com/2009/07/sailors-custom-1993.html


  

Saturday, December 21, 2024

ain't superstitious

 

Ain't superstitious


But ever since 

The #vss365 prompts 

Came out only at 07:00 GMT


I have had 

One excuse or another

And each one 

Better than the other


Not to write


Ain't complaining

But

It's tough to say

I


Ain't superstitious...


🙃

Thursday, December 19, 2024

crude

 

I'm a liberal guy

But love should be banned.


How can I not compare

Your friendship with that?


She's no more and you're there

But that's not enough.


The grey cells should burn red

And the balls turn blue.


Forgive my crude lingo

But that's the plain truth.


#poem ?




Wednesday, December 18, 2024

cheap drama

 

It's that time of the year

To forget all that one should forget,


To stare at the sun (for cheap #drama)

To burn images that hurts,


Is it the black or the white smoke

That remains of the preserved,


Resolutions will not last I know,

I'll reconstruct another set of you.


#vss365




Monday, December 9, 2024

saddle-point

 

Our relationship reached a low plateau. Is it a saddle-point? Will one wrong step make us #descend to the agreed polite exit? Are there paths to unknown highs from the doldrums? 


Seasons change, hair and teeth fall, bones become brittle, eyesight blurs, hearing fades...


#vss365


from


https://justoneavatar.blogspot.com/2014/05/seconds.html


Saturday, December 7, 2024

arrivals and departures

 

He opens the door. She enters. 


He places her luggage by the wall. Next to a #creeper. Hidden baggage. Hiding arrivals and departures. 


Their eyes search each other’s. With tears and smile. He takes her right hand. Kisses it. She tenses. Tries to take her hand away.


#vss365


from


https://discardedthoughts-swapna.blogspot.com/2010/01/just-for-weekend-from-scrap-shop-v.html


Friday, December 6, 2024

devotion

 

When Amit wrote his 50th love letter (49 w/o reply), I warned him that such #devotion goes unreciprocated.


Yesterday:


"What do I do? After 49..."

"50."

"50th was to another girl."

"Ah! Have both replied?"

"Ah! Yes."


It's possible only such devotion gets reciprocated.


#vss365


from


https://justoneavatar.blogspot.com/2013/07/devotion.html


Thursday, December 5, 2024

parameters

 

"If there are more than 2 #parameters in a physics theory, one can make an elephant go through a needle hole."


"And, how's that relevant on this date?"


"Love has too many unknowns."


"And, there are no elephants to go through any..."


"Shhh"


"Let's go home."


"Let's."


#vss365


Tuesday, December 3, 2024

proud citizen

 

To be a proud #citizen:


1. Get the blessings of a religious leader in the village of one's nomadic ancestors.


2. Take 3 tests there:


a. Roll on hot coal.


b. Lifted to a great height, lowered suddenly and, on each descent, thrashed with metal pipes.


c. Need-to-know.


#vss365


from


https://newnonentities.blogspot.com/2020/01/idea.html


Monday, December 2, 2024

Coupling

 

"Is this for your wedding photoshoot?"


"Yupp."


"You dressed up like a #tardigrade, your partner in birthday suit?"


"Yupp."


"Well, you are paying.


Coupling is crazy.

Who knows the right recipe?

Likes or opposites?"


"Plz take the photos."


"Yes, boss."


#vss365

#haiku #senryu


Sunday, December 1, 2024

Can I be your Swapna?

 

"Can I be your Swapna?"


That made me think. 


"Who should be Swapna? Will I feel irritated with the wrong one? Am I desperate?"


I smiled at the young man. He seemed relieved not to get a reply.


"#Yes" would have put an end to all that she is not. And, all that she is.


#vss365