Saturday, August 28, 2021

The Equation

 

The day he lost his job,

She fought with her boss.

At home, he said something,

She too said something.


Years later, 

They laughed

Over those somethings.

Or

They forgot about those.

Or

They used those with others.

Or

They let it fester on its own.


If

They were together 

Or 

Not.


Love

Equals

Indifference

Minus

Random Events

(Good 

Or 

Bad

To

One

Or

Both).

Friday, August 27, 2021

Ghosts

 

I met an ex.

Bitterly I stabbed:

"Happy with HIM?

Does HE do cnuninlingus 

As well as I did, 

right after breakfast,

For that kick start to a day?"

I felt love too:

"I still have Chikoo,

remember our stuffed toy?

I touch him to touch you."

If I had said all that,

you would have replied,

"When did I become not dead to you?"

We just walked by.

I smiled at the lady saying FU on her phone,

My ex nodded at the guy with a Maserati.

This world is full of phallci symbols and ghosts.

Best part of writing

 

The best part of writing:

when a reader takes my love poem 

as hate speech.

O my baby has life!

When everyone ignores,

that's fine. When there are likes

And not one word of dissent

Especially from a mate;

I feel like an influencer

with a cult, too stupid 

not to disband the lot.


Wednesday, August 25, 2021

Hate by the Hour

 

When I'm nice, I hate by the hour.

Guys hiding behind beards for breakfast, 

Lasses with lovely lips in chaste locks later,

Sandlewood paste, thread, lower, upper, caste, class,

Anything goes. I don't need news. I hate 

The virtuous too, give me a pimp any day.

I am not a fan of that four-letter-L-word.

That's like placing a bet at roulette.

Single number, column, black or red, fixed?

I need info. I need returns. Hate is easier.


Black n White

 

I have a friend of mixed breed.

It likes its Aryan roots.

O how friendly they are!

It hates its Negroid roots.

Narrow-minded creeps they are!

I am narrow-minded, I know.

I am not friendly, I know.

How many wars have we fought?

Did you take me as refugee?

I did not see my puppy eyes

On the front page, anywhere.

Not my obituary either.


Tuesday, August 24, 2021

Rejection Letter


I am sorry

to say

your love poems

and stories

do not interest me

because

your love is 

not original

it is just a repetition

of what we were taught

of what we think

as love.


Do not trouble me

till you can think

till you can 

love.

love's mental

 

i mailed a love.

she replied:

“meet a shrink.”


i met a shrink.

he told me:

“you need love.”


i realized then.

the big lie:

“love’s mental.”


(title: do you need an emoji to understand love?)


Monday, August 23, 2021

love vs arranged

 

Love marriage is easy

(if you have met the half-good person)

You have shared the same toilet

You know which drawer has the cash

You know how the knickers (his or hers) fall.


Arranged marriage is tough

(if you meet the half-bad person)

You get one look at the toilet, if you are lucky

You have to believe in love and trust (and cash?)

You don't even know if there are knickers to fall.



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hate love

 

I hate love poems

All that crap stuff, missing et al.

When she left

I did not cry I did not

I don't remember 

When I ripped her bra

How she laughed

Do I remember

Her head against me

I hate all that

All that crap stuff, missing et al.


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O Guru

 Concise trans. (modified):


"Encourage building of educational institutions (if you must have temples, keep it small). We are one, with no restrictions on mingling. Look in the mirror. If you see darkness, there is no point in praying."


-Sree Narayana Guru, 1856-1928

it ain't

 

i have a problem

with poets & writers

who call themselves

poets & writers.


it’s just

another job.


it ain’t.


Sunday, August 22, 2021

envious

 

How many wars have we fought,

Not for a cause (just or not),


Envious of a friend's gain,

Destroying (for nought or pain)?


Saturday, August 21, 2021

first kiss

 

Remember first kiss?

Lingering touch (probing lick)?

Cute, god-envying. Damned!


Friday, August 20, 2021

Saturday, August 14, 2021

holding

 

"She has gone," they say,

"You hold just a memory."

Without that, I'm dead.


#haiku ? 

Tuesday, August 10, 2021

merged seasons

 

i thought we would climb

(when our love merged all seasons)

these steps together.


#haiku ?





love poems

 

when did i stop 

writing love poems?


was it a few years

after you left?


or when they accused

i would not let you go?


did i find a loophole

in your case against me?


how do i convince 

myself i did not kill you?



Friday, August 6, 2021

girl child

 

A kid next door

Shouts with glee,

"I got 20 out of 20."


The parents, grandparents,

Even neighbours, kiss, hug,

Wish her "good luck".


When will they tell her

To be a mother, a wife.

"Enough is enough."


Will she decide

Not to have a girl child

Who gets 20 out of 20?

 

#girlchild