Sunday, July 30, 2023

erased

 

She founded The #Penultimate Philosophy. 


Search for it. You will get zero hits. Vestiges of it can be found in the Tang Ping culture of China. But, it went beyond 'lying flat'.


It was anathema to governments and corporations.


She was erased--the ultimate recognition.


#vss365


Saturday, July 29, 2023

psychoanalysis

 

Today, at Freud's house, I peeped through a window. Freud was lying on a couch. I was in an armchair. Freud talked about his dreams of pen, paper and a peeping Tom called I. 


"Do the #psychoanalysis of that," he said.


"A pen is a pen, most often, paper too, but not I."


#vss365


Thursday, July 27, 2023

lost in translation

 

"Honey, be my lover."

Those were my last words.


Not as good as Rosebud

Or Birdie-num-num, I agree.


This was with a lover

On top of the Himalayas.


Google translate got it wrong,

"Honeybee, go lower."


But then, she was my kind

And used her pet #bee on me.


#vss365

not #poetry


Wednesday, July 26, 2023

last choice

 

"You don’t have much time," the doc's words echoed in his head. 


He looked at his notebook.


Love, charity, altruism, bucket list of fun things...


OR


Break all rules (in that old life, not this #eviscerated one)-drinking, escorts, gambling...


"No-brainer!" he wrote.


#vss365


Tuesday, July 25, 2023

ménage

 

Why didn't I paint the town red?

Why did I stick to the shadows?


I could blame you, as usual.

Or my invisibility.


Love too had/has the same problem.

The fickle ménage of us, you and I.


#poetry ?




Sunday, July 23, 2023

demons

 

The child and the dreams

Leave a scared defeated man,

With his true demons. 


With innocence gone

And the evil he allowed,

Death will not free him.


With no tomorrow,

There's no child to dream today

Of a past erased. 


#poetry #haiku #senryu ?



Friday, July 21, 2023

forgetful

 

Why are you angry

Only on days the news suits that?

Forgetful, aren't you?


#poetry #haiku #senryu ?


Wednesday, July 19, 2023

stuff you approve

 

Just one of those moments

You call a waste of time,


Or some other advice

To fall on my deaf ears,


As I look out and see

The one I knew right there,


And yes, I thought of sex

And yes, I felt I should


Not waste my time thinking

Of stuff you will approve.


#poetry ?

#travelogue




Tuesday, July 18, 2023

splitting

 

When did my friend

Mad Havan start

Splitting names,


Was it after he married

Lax Mi or when he fell 

In love with Swap Na,


His first born 

Suffered most-

F. #Oodles S.,


The second 

Was a riddle-

Sans Ex,


My godchild A. R. Jun

Should have been

De Vil In Car Nate.


#vss365


Sunday, July 16, 2023

State of Trance

 

Why am I smiling

In this Golden Age,

When every #community is 

Happy and crazy 

With thoughts 

So sick,


I think of her breast

In this Darkest Hour,

When the butcher is

Me and you and all

With knife 

Hacking.


#vss365




Wednesday, July 12, 2023

message in the clouds

 

Racing on the highway,

With thoughts of the end

And a careless prayer 

To a #deaf forsaken god,


She came to me then,

A message in the clouds

Floating in the azure sea,

In the code of vague hope,


"We are not here, 

For the whole story,

We were there, 

That is enough."


#vss365




Tuesday, July 11, 2023

termites

 

"Why are you in the doghouse today?"


"I was at my poetic best."


"Ah!"


"Spouses are like #termites,

Deep within they conspire,

Before one realizes,

Thou art premature dust."


"And, unto doghouse thou returnest."


"hA!"


#vss365


Monday, July 10, 2023

swapping

 

After our first swapping party, she was happy and I wasn’t.


Second time, we were both in heaven. Or hell. Whichever is more wicked.


Then, there was that undercover priest who said we are evil to swap souls. Till he swapped his, that of a killer, for a #feminist soul.


#vss365


Tuesday, July 4, 2023

common bore

 

If my dreams of love and happiness 

Had come true,


I would have wondered why fantasies 

Were usual.


It’s not that the strange and perplexing 

Are my thing,


It’s tiring to be a #resilient 

Common bore.


#vss365


Monday, July 3, 2023

change

 

The ruler shouts “#Rebellion!”

On top of new highways.


They come and they go,

Common man treads the old road,

Hoping change will wait.


#vss365


(I am in my old haunts at Panjim. Around noon, to escape from the rain, I waited in Mr. Baker. Lovely snacks, tea and a lady owner who reminded me of a favourite teacher. Well, she didn’t say, “Arjun, out!”)





Sunday, July 2, 2023

parole

 

They forced the parole on me.


Too comfortable with solitary,

Crappy food and torture 

And self-annihilation-

That’s my crime these days.


Be out there (won’t I be alone?),

Have #brownie and beer at ten,

Be a human, they say-

That’s cruel, I tell you.


But I’ve to go.


#vss365