Tuesday, December 30, 2025

in limbo

 

I'm not the setting or rising One,

Not trying to be the loony romantic either,


I'm at the saddle point of Time,

Where the arrow turns hysterically confused,


No #travel, no rest, no circumcatalysts,

I'm free of resolutions and hope, cursèd, in limbo.


#vss365




Monday, December 29, 2025

from 'A very dull, dreary affair...'

 

The gathering was informed that the #sole beneficiary of Mutheychan’s wealth is Revathy.


Someone wailed, "Ayyo, Ammava…what will I do without…?" 


Revathy stared at the disappearing back of her husband with cold determined eyes. 


#vss365


from 


https://justoneavatar.blogspot.com/2011/08/very-dull-dreary-affairnearly.html


Sunday, December 28, 2025

Goddamn

 

When God read the book,

"Men/women from #Mars/Venus???

Goddamn! Who's from Earth?"


#vss365

#haiku #senryu ?


Saturday, December 27, 2025

#Gold is the new #Silver

 

#vss365


“You shouldn’t have booed. It’s a seminar.”


“It’s crap.”


“Is that based on your wishful estimate of self-worth?”


“Safe-haven today, sub-prime tomorrow.  What a fart of hot #air! That too about gold. Sacrilege!”


“The speaker says the inflated price is because everyone’s buying. What’s the price when big countries sell their reserves? Who will buy? The next big short? Worth a thought, I think.”


Friday, December 26, 2025

from 'The Juvenile Manifesto'

 

#vss365


Every #struggle and every change has its roots in some juvenile but logical thought which gained respectability only much later, sometimes never.


What is the Juvenile Manifesto of the youth of today?


I am too old to be young but I am young enough to be juvenile. 


Even if it is a fool who starts a discussion, the discussion need not be foolish. So, let me voice some of my juvenile thoughts while I wait for the young to rise. 


from


https://justoneavatar.blogspot.com/2013/02/the-juvenile-manifesto.html


Wednesday, December 24, 2025

truth is over-rated

 

“I need to ask you something and you have to promise that you will tell me the truth," she said, 30 years back.


“#Shoot.”


“I know what you have been up to.”


“Is that the question?”


“Are you in love with me?” she asked.


“No,” I lied.


Truth is over-rated. 


#vss365 


from


https://newnonentities.blogspot.com/2020/02/virgin-territory.html


Tuesday, December 23, 2025

jealous fools

 

"2 years back, a couple had a problem here."

"What happened?"

"Charged with obscenity in the open."

"Who caught them here?"

"Jealous fools."

"Ah."

"Do you want to get caught, Mrs.?"

"Ready if you are, Mr."


They stripped, #jump-ed in and swam in the cold, clear water.


#vss365


from


https://justoneavatar.blogspot.com/2012/06/footsteps-in-dark.html


Kantaka Shani

 

Astrologer says:


"You suffer the rare lifelong Kantaka Shani when #Saturn transits the 4th/7th/10th house from your birth Moon sign."


Translation for layperson:


"All your life, you will be like the one-handed man hanging from a cliff wanting to scratch his balls."


#vss365


(Apologies to my dear #vss365 friends for my absence. If I wait for a sick society to give a regular supply of water, I will never write. I thank you for your support, best wishes and kind words. Truly mean it.) 


Saturday, December 20, 2025

#Vanchiyoor in #Trivandrum is hell

 

Fourth day without water supply.


Unable to participate in #vss365 due to the mental and physical turmoil. 


Sorry.


1/3


#Kerala might be #GodsOwnCountry.


But, the gods here aren't bothered about #CasteDiscrimination.


The gods here won't give the basic human right- #Water - to all!


2/3


If one doesn't belong to the majority in an area, one ceases to exist.


#Vanchiyoor in #Trivandrum is hell for this backward caste family.


3/3


Thursday, December 18, 2025

from 'The Other'

 

Dr.: Do you #regret it's over?


Me: Doc, it was over before I married.


Dr.: It's natural for your wife to feel a bit jittery, no?


Me: For her, not even a memory should exist. 


Dr.: It won’t hurt anyone, will it...if you erase that part?


Me: You sound like her, doc. 


#vss365


from


https://newnonentities.blogspot.com/2010/09/other.html


Wednesday, December 17, 2025

from 'This Year's Trip'

 

After 20 years, she got this letter:


"My dear daughter, I have been to a doctor. It seems I am losing my #memory. I would like to meet you. Could you please come to this address? Your loving Appa."


#vss365


from my 2-part short story 'This Year's Trip':


https://justoneavatar.blogspot.com/2018/12/this-years-trip-part-1.html


Monday, December 15, 2025

boho/bozo

 

Tried a #boho life.

Love, needs and desires changed that. 

The end: a bozo.


#vss365

#haiku #senryu ?


Sunday, December 14, 2025

dead-n-dead-n

 

Today evening, I was with a group of old schoolmates. 


Escaped, after 30 minutes, from the #monotonous talk of company that's better off without me. 


The silence of loneliness is not better but I am fine with  the company of ghosts that say dead-n-dead-n...


#truestory

#vss365



Saturday, December 13, 2025

way back in January 2026

 

Way back in Jan 2026, we had the #apogee of existential angst of teenagers.


Banned from social media, they roamed like zombies.


That coincided with the start of the In-flu serial killer pandemic.


Someone or something killed influencers. Even those with 100 followers.


#vss365


How many times have I killed myself?

 

How many times have I killed myself?

Not to be a memory lost,

Not to have a #successor,

Not to fear loss,

Not to feel love,

Not even a question.

It's lonely in one's grave,

With the company 

Of all those me's,

Including the one who knew you

When time meant something.


#vss365


Thursday, December 11, 2025

Dreams can't be illicit

 

"In my dreams, I see her with me."


"Who?"


"My first love. My only love."


"Weren't you two kids then?"


"So?"


"Do you see her as a kid in your dreams?"


"Of course."


"In your dreams, are you the kid you were or the dirty old man you are?"


"Dreams can't be #illicit."


#vss365


Saturday, December 6, 2025

augury

 

Love letters without that word,

Forbidden affair that was open,

A climax before the play began,


A postprandial fantasy 

We thought we would share

With kids and grandkids,


But that was before the whisper 

Of tender care became the #augury 

Of a night that is endless.


#vss365



Friday, December 5, 2025

KO

 

You look #chic, she said,

What do you want, chick, I growled.

Her left hook said rest.


#vss365

#haiku #senryu (definitely not!)


Monday, December 1, 2025

status anxiety

 

At a reunion/On social media.

They are #suave and accomplished.

Status anxiety.


#vss365

#haiku #senryu ?